THIRSTING FOR LOVE

It is raining as usual and the cold is biting hard. Despite this, I managed to attend the local Kenyan Premier League game between our local boys Zoo Kericho and Posta Rangers at the Green Stadium. It is a match that we won 1-0 courtesy of a first half goal and some good old fashioned defending.
I was in the company of Tom once again and his new catch. They look happy and contented with each other. Sheila, as Tom told me, is from Litein and just out of college (RVIST) where she had trained as a tailor. She was currently working at a local shop where she made new dresses and repaired torn uniforms.How they met is a mystery I have yet to resolve. It is similar to the unsolved mystery of the disappearance of the Malaysian plane.

Share a mutual feeling

I can see the chemistry that they have. It is like a match made in heaven. Though they do not call each other pet names as common as lovers do these days, I can see their body language that they share a mutual feeling. I felt despondent and nostalgic.

I began to see the futility of my no-strings attached affair with Chebet. It is no use risking getting caught for a person who has yet to visit me since I got injured last week. I suspect that she has other boys on the side whom she has similar arrangements too. She is also a form four student and I hate to get blamed If she fails this year's exam (Because of this affair). The sex is good but what's the point if after the action you have no one to cuddle with and share those intimate pillow talk moments?

Our struggles together

What about Emma and her let's talk proposal?
I decide to trash that thing. What we had was long gone. Reviving it is just an exercise in futility. You cannot flog a dead horse,right? What I need is a girl to love and share my life with. It sounds crazy since I don't have a stable job or a permanent home for our children to live in. But once I get better I will work hard to make it a reality. And I won't forget our struggles together just as Nyashinski sang in bebi bebi, Na nikifanikiwa, ahadi yangu mi sitasahau mahali nimetoka na wewe..
This is my prayer this Sunday.